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Name: An
Country: United States
State: Virginia
Metro: Fairfax County
Birthday: 5/23/1991
Gender: Female
Interests: I love chatting online, hanging out with friends, getting good grades, playing with my dogs (because i have nothing to do at home lol)
Expertise: cello, shopping, being myself, laughing lol like thats what im good at lol
Message: message me
AIM:  Ohh Snapp gurrl
AIM:  X Cali Wannabe X
Member Since:
4/17/2005
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| ZOMG!
Holy crap, XANGA?! how i have missed you!
I don't know if its the lack of actually updating or like... facebook?? So now i'll upsate people with my life... You know if you care or not.
I'm 17 now. WOOH! I'm finally a senior. GUARD CAPTAIN! not a very good one, but its hard to do it by yourself! I have my lisense, all though i don't deserve it, becuz i suck lol. VERY SINGLE. I havent had a boyfriend in SOOOOOOOO LONG. lol Have I gotten in trouble? oh yeah. I go AIA for skipping school then forging a note. FUCKING SHIT MANG. well thats it i guess, i dont really have an exciting life. | | |
| today was a short day. even worse since its sunday, and i have school tomorrow. =[
I had dance this morning and it was tiring. Then i had to go to church without my mom cuz she's sick. Then I went out to lunch with my dad and my brother. and then something fantastic happened...
I tried the Dunkin Donut's Iced Latte.... OMG it was soooo good. but i got a small cuz i wasnt sure what it taste like. SO NOW i'm gonna try anything to get my hands on another one.
Then wen i got home, ALL DAY i watch the SYTYCD season 2 re-runs but around the final 4 episode i fell asleep for like 10 minutes then i wake up and my tv is off. SO THEN i watching the finale... holy poo, like what the hell? They have so many commericals to the point where i didnt even get to see the ending and they showed "Run's House" i was like NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO
whatever....
So now im sitting at my computer and not attemping to do my homework and thinkinh about what tomorrow cuz i have this plan. but im not saying what it is...
WHATEVER, paramore always makes me happy when im listening to their music.
well I'm going to watch some youtube videos. | | |
| Ok well...
It's been a long-ass time since i have ever updated my xanga. It's a crime, i know. Arrest me if you want.
So um an update of my life right now... I'm a junior now. weeee last time you "heard from me" it was sophomore year. I think one of my best years to date. ummm i'm 16 now. I'm still on guard, guard this year is okay i guess, but its the most fun I've had in a while. We finally have new uniforms. So out with the fugly red ones. UMMMM i havent gotten in trouble at school, except academically of course. I'm failing 2 classes. =] lol greattt.
umm boyfriend? I did date a guy for like a month. Didnt turn out to be as much fun as I thought. I mean like having a BF is great and all, but its hard to cope with the scheduling and shit. So now i can stop complaining about how ill never find a guy and i've never kissed a boy. I do like someone now, hes a grade younger than me. Is that weird?
I'm old now. I'm a junnior and i'm going to be a senior, possibly getting to be captain in guard for next year? Everyone is assuming but I have these thoughts that I won't be captain. whatever.
I went halloween "browsing" today at a halloween store. I'm looking around the store and I look for things i wanna be. So I narrowed it down to 3 things:
- A charleston women from the Roaring 20's
- A fairy from the woodlands.
- A Go-go Dancer from the 1960's
Very odd choices, but they were very appealing to me. I mean I guess I could dress like a friggin' "Maid" slut and get raped, but I don't roll like that. BUT i need something "appropriate" for The Insturment Petting Zoo next sunday, where i teach kids how to play the cello.
YES, i still do play cello, but i hate it. I'm quitting orchestra for guard next year so I can take academy classes with Maryam and Rosario. =]
So, tomorrow we have a marching band competition at Oakton called "The Oakton Classic". THANK GOD Oakton isnt competing against us. fucking cheaters...
Well since i have to wake up at 10 tomorrow, I think i'm going to sleep now.
I will try my best to update with my suckish life, so yeah...
PEACE | | |
| Well,
Guard camp was cool. Which was like, last week. It was ok. Besides my hamstrings being streched too much, my inner thigh hurt for a little bit, my upper back ached, and my headache, it was very peachy.
ANYWAY,
This years marching band feels weird. I don't know, theres something weird about it that's throwing me off.
Today's Highlights:
After lunch, we were going over our first song (Porgy and Bess) and we have to learn this retarded beggining. I didn't like it, so I was getting pissed that we had to do it. Then, all of a sudden, we have to do the fucking RETARDED high step. Yeah, ALL OF A SUDDEN. Its the most retarded thing you will ever see. We can't even do it correctly, so why do we have to do it? It's supposed to be for the fucking band, not guard! God! The stupid high-step thing makes me wanna punch someone and quit guard. Me and Leanne were talking about how if i was captain when i'm a senior, i want to look over the drills, and start making up moves. Because, I hate changing the routine because of our stupid drills, when we learned it so many fucking times. It really pisses me off.
Anyway, enough about my ranting. I'm going to sleep, if anyone cares, ill scream myself to sleep. | | |
| I've been pissed, lately.
I seriously hate my fucking life.
-My parents are liars.
-I hate my 9th grade teacher
-I've been stressed.
My whole "anger issue" is mainly towards my parents. They are selfish, liars, and hypocrites. I'm kinda pissed to get into detail. I feel like i want to cut myself. but i choose not to. I have this little "therapy" type methead, where i where a rubber band on my wrist, like a bracelet, and ill snapped it on myself to keep my anger from coming out. I think it'll work. anyway, im going to get a drink now. | | |
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